Gundam Seed Destiny Rulzzz

2009-03-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

After finding out my results i thought well i drop just a little so it's alright...
But after knowing something i became extremely down...
It seems this sem was supposed to be easier...
This is ridiculous...

2009-02-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

My BD is over...This year lesser people wish me happy birthday...
Wondering where they disappeared to...

I received a bag, $200, a KFC feast and a delicious cake...
For exams 2 down 1 more to go...
No worries...pondering in what way will i spend the holidays...
probably just rotting at home...

I'm 19 and growing older...

2009-02-11T13:22:00.002+08:00

I've a dream just few days ago...
It occurs whenever my exams are approaching or the results are releasing.

So the dream...
My exam is dated 17 feb.
However, on the 2nd of feb at around 10.30am my teacher called me and ask why am i not taking the exam.(apparently i knew that the exam start at 10am and i'm late.)
After hanging up i doubted his words and went to the internet to search...
Guess what it's stated there 2ND FEB!
So i panicked. One thing is weird here i actually call my bro to help me ask the admin of the school whether i can retake.(I never bother my bro)
Anyway yes was the answer.
I packed my bag stuff the notes in and went off.
When i reached there i mean going into the room to take the exam, i realised something bigger...
I DIDN'T STUDY!
That was so frightening...
That feeling was so real extremely terrible.

And then i woke up...

p.s.
How can i dunno the date when i've friends who will inform me?
And the person who call me wasn't a lecturer
he was my teacher back in secondary school days
The module was Engineering Maths the first module to exam
And the only module i will die if i didn't study...

My sis's boyfriend

2009-02-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

All i've are complains about this guy.
He has no common sense as in...
-Not to call in the late night
-Not to call in the early morning
-Not to come to my house when it's nearly past midnight
-Not to even come when he knew there's a person who hates him staying in the house

Have u ever watch TV programs and tell yourselves those are fake, they're just acting?
Like when your mum actually side her 'son-in-law' more than her own daughter.
That is when i realised IT IS REAL!

List of reasons why i hate him...
-He doesn't greet me
(normally won't you greet everyone in the house by just a 'hi' word?)
I am right in front of him,
the first person he sees and he treats me like hollow man(How cocky!)
-He has never treated me
(Even normal guys will open their wallet)
He just let my sis treat me and he pays her the amount he ate...
(even lesser than what he ate)
-My sister kept siding him...it disgust me more than anything.
For me, blood is thicker than water but her ways of handling causes a whole lot of disappointment and disgustment...
Exactly the same as those girls in the shows falling in love and doesn't care about their families and end up eloping with that guy and suffer for the rest of their lives...
-He's a non singaporean, no money, no education fellow...
(I don't mind a foreigner but no education is something to ponder about)

I know i've problems too. I don't like strangers to come and especially a guy.
But who would actually thinks it's their own fault for hating a person?
I hoped to ignore that hatred but i guess it couldn't be help...
May time change everything...

2009-01-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

WARNING!... CONTENTS BELOW CONTAINED VIOLENCE..and a rat...

On monday something disastrous happened to me...
I went to bugis merely for a simple purpose so why did it happened to me???
So i was just standing at a crowded spot when this little pest came along and ruined my day.
It came into me at tremendous speed,
fortunate for my great reflexes i managed to stop it from proceeding further...
This hellish pest was up till my thigh.
Folded up my jeans and got a clue on what it was...
So guess what i can't just leave it there right? I grabbed it's tail and pull it...
so what's next, the tail was snapped by me... freaked out and drop it...
The ending was i made it dropped out...with a hell lot of people staring...

Could my day be any worse??
Oh did i mention that blood was dripping from my leg?
No it didn't bit me, it was it's tail...SERVE YOU RIGHT!

2009-01-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

*Week 14 filled with tests

*Just finished with silent hill: Origins

*Lots of electronic projects

*Common test result 2 As and 1 C+

*Missed the Lettuce Couple

*WGM had gotten boring without them

*Life is rushing......

2008-11-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

I don't understand what i'm afraid of or what are we afraid of...
I don't understand why is it that someone doesn't care whether his words hurt us
while we care so much of our words hurting him....
I don't understand why everyone keeps going on about him being "like that one"
but for me i think he ought to change.
I don't understand why we have to keep our mouth shut just for him to stay the same.
I don't understand why he's not scared of relationship being soured while we are.
I don't understand why my friends are asking me to tolerate bloody character, personality and behaviour.

And finally I don't understand why this kind of person exist in this world...

2008-10-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

What the deuce...Nothing much happened...
Oh ya it has been a long time since i touch my PSP.
I feel that i'm quite broke nowadays but i'm not.
I guess it's just that i dun want to spend unnecessarily.
Pr's present need money...School related stuff...classmate's birthday... haiz
Can't believe a simple module textbook cost 37 dollars.
I feel like getting a wallet but then what's a wallet for
if there's not gonna be money in it...
THE SIMS 3 IS COMING OUT IN 2009 FEB...I'LL BE SURE TO GET IT!!!

We Got Married/Sunday Marriage Show

I think the Joongbo couple going to leave soon...
Once they leave the show i'll have no reason to watch it...

2008-09-19T01:10:00.002+08:00

Finally met out with 'OLD' friends.
Updated one another on our daily lives.
Seems both of them are having a wonderful time
while my life is just computer everyday.
Computer till 2-3am,
woke up in late morning/early afternoon
and then computer all the way.
A new movie is coming out. Painted Skin "Hua Pi"
I think it is under raintree productions.
I wanna watch it!
It's one of the few chinese movies
which i'm having the urge to catch in cinemas.
It's coming out on 25 sep 2008...

Ahh...I've a decay in my tooth...
Gonna seek treatment and i wanna try whitening too...

2008-09-18T00:17:00.002+08:00

Results were out on 16 sep 8am...exactly.
Hardly slept during the previous night.
woke up at 7.50, sat down waited for the exact min to struck 8am.
After viewing, i straight away sms my friend to wake up
...(didn't care whether she's sleeping anot..haha.)
I didn't know how they graded the results but felt that they were really lenient.
I've prepared for the worst to happen before viewing.
After viewing i woke my whole family up!!! I was so happy even now I still feel the same.

Mid-autumn festival wasn't able to celebrate.
It was a pity but i guess there's always next year.
Or maybe all of us have grown up, attracted to some other things which requires our time.
Lets hope there will be a next year for us...

2008-09-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Do anyone watch korea's variety programs? There's one that kept me stuck on my seat and stare at the screen for hours. WE GOT MARRIED!!! It's splendid.
Especially Hwangbo-hyunjoong couple. This couple is an older woman younger man couple.
The guy is cute and the woman is pretty. Be sure to catch it!!!

2008-08-31T22:39:00.002+08:00

Erm suddenly i have the urge to blog.
dunno anyone will be interested anot.
Currently i'm enjoying my life to the fullest in this holiday by rotting at home.
Do anyone understand the sensation of this feeling?
No words can describe this soothing experience.
However, I'm also feeling anxious for my semester results. It is to an extend of having nightmares of failing just in one module.

Topic: Presents...

What will people do when they didn't like the present that they received?
Back in my primary school days.
I remember clearly that i gave a friend of mine a small gift on her birthday.
This was what happened.
One day she came up to me and ask
whether i would mind if she were to give my gift to her another friend.
So what's my reply? "Of course go ahead i absolutely wouldn't mind a single bit."
With a smile on my face as it quickly faded off. OF COURSE I MIND.
I'm a materialistic/moneyminded person.
I will tend to grumble if i find the gift too cheap.
but in fact sometimes i really like the present.
Even if i didn't like the present i will still keep it with me.
I want ppl to appreciate the gifts they received at least from me.
If they want to give it away or do anything else to the present i just hoped that i wouldn't find out...otherwise i'll be very sad.....

2008-07-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

I do not know why but i really really hate my computer module lecturer...
Probably because he's biased...2 presentations ended another 2 more to go...

I want to buy a new bag!!!

2008-06-13T22:10:00.002+08:00

Dunno why but everytime i'm really in need of favour for very important stuff i just didn't get it... Dunno why when i ask a question i will not get exact answer for it...

2008-06-07T12:10:00.003+08:00

WARNING WARNING LONG ENTRY AHEAD!!!

It's been 8 weeks since i first started school. i made 2 great friends. one who would accompany me for an hour just because i asked her to, if thats not good then i dunno what is.
Now is the start of my 2 weeks preparation holiday. But i shall complain about what happen on friday last day of school.
Firstly in the morning just before the end of the computer class was called by the lecturer to talk about my miniproject. A few mistakes were found (hey i'm not perfect alright!).
i shall explain the small mistakes...
(well the program is to ask the user to input a blog entry once the user select enter, another sentence should pop up by asking the user do he or she want to retry again) However, i didn't put in the last sentence in my codes, i find it rather useless. And so the lecturer ask me in a killer tone why i didn't put it in...i did talk back to him in every mistakes he found( to me i didn't think those were mistakes.)
so at around 3pm friends and i went around the school in search for tiny little calculator sticker for the examinations. I admit i didn't know where to get it at first so we went from BLK P to BLK E for it. And of course they told us say we have to go to BLK S for it. So again from BLK E to BLK S. Asked again for it now they told us i'm supposed to go to BLK A. So from BLK S to BLK A and finally back to BLK P. WTF!!!
So went back to BLK P to have a project meeting session but leader was busy playing CS in the end discussed for like 5 mins and went to catch a movie. KungFu Panda. The ShiFu very cute!
Thats the end of my long entry... I'm craving for Xiaolongbao!

2008-05-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Here goes...sis bought me a wallet from China, not exp but cute...and of course more tea leaves...Projects due soon...weird at how little time was given for the completion. I think i'm getting used to poly life^_^...

2008-05-12T08:42:00.001+08:00

AT 6.30am my parents and my sis are off...AHH! They went China for holiday leaving me alone with my brother...I should be able to go if it wasn't studies that hold me back...all written quizzes are coming...

2008-05-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

Be sure to catch Nishikido Ryo in his new drama, Last Friends. It's not a good role for him as a domestic violence guy but still it's a great show...Lalalala off i go on a merry way life is great and i'm happy with myself!!!

2008-04-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

I hate engineering maths...Nowadays i'm into Kat Tun...started downloading their songs...Quite nice J-Rock...But i will still support the groups that nishikido is in...
I'm wondering if u dun know something then someone came to spoon feed u and after u gobble up the answer have u felt stupid as u never learn a thing? Now that i'm in poly i feel my intelligence level dun match there...my brain is small......

2008-04-19T15:04:00.003+08:00

Finallly a week of school's over...I hate waking up at 6am in the morning...hmm on to the subjects i seriously thinks that both the maths and sciences are hard. I think there's something weird about this class...we can actually wait for a single person to go toilet before setting off to our next destination. i have 2 closer friends now...both younger than me...nothing much for the time being...There's something wrong with my layout...pls do not mind...Meet up soon my Friends!!!

2008-03-11T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went back to work to help them arranged stocks...was so busy...Thurs will be Isetan's private sales again full shift...I want a pair of earrings those ring ones thick but small...reason?...i saw a Gay customer back in Isetan wearing one...and it looks good! I thought to myself wow that is wonderful i'm so getting one thanks Gay! Hahaha...my psp games are becoming quite boring...not that the games are boring but that i can't seem to know how to play it...Lalala

2008-03-02T19:14:00.002+08:00

Ah...blogging again...bought a new com thinking that i would once again be able to enjoy maple...BUT reality is cruel...i didn't know Windows Vista is not compatible with maplestory ( That bloody promoter lied to me he said i could play maple ) well i could but the system is very very lag. This year is quite bad...I lend a not close colleague $16... it didn't start at $16 at first it was merely $5...i thought ah ya jus $5 nevermind in the end becos of some stupid transactions it became $16 and until now he still haven't return...OH and of course my birthday present have not even wear out before and it stops...a bad sign...thats sad too...

2007-12-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

2007 has come to an end...many things happen...mostly bad...
Thinking back when i received my O level results...
the great disappointment i felt and that my friends don't even care during that time...
all busy with their own application to their schools...
then on to the chalet...being called " a boring person" by a best friend...
was extremely furious when i wanna sleep in the night but people are playing so loudly...
then on to a friend that creates her own distance between us and her... and didn't take the initiative to ask any of us out... finally my big exam... and a job and so on...
The only resolution for 2008 is for me to excel in my studies!!!

I have more to complain...but i shall not say too much......for now...

2007-12-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

As we all know, Christmas is that mystical time of year when the ghost of Jesus rises from the grave to feed on the flesh of the livingso we all sing christmas carols to lure him back to sleep...(haha jus a joke!) Christmas is the time when we are suppose to spread goodwill towards all men...So why do we do it?BEcause we are being watched...(He sees u when you're sleeping, he knows when you're awake, he knows when you've been bad or good!) And so we unselfishly think of others assured that our good behaviour will rewarded with love...(So be Good for Goodness sake!) Merry Christmas!!!

2007-12-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

2003 clips!!! Started as Ryo asked Ueda about his future...Then Ueda reply asking Ryo what he's trying to ask...this got Ryo abit pissed off...Then Ueda was forced to say he love Ryo...haha Ryo reply he dun care...

2007-12-08T12:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's work is extremely boring...NO FRIENDS COME VISIT ME! LOL! No sales as usual. will be working today and tmr...then on 14 dec onwards working nonstop till end of dec...friends out there you people better come see me hor...Off to work "BLAST!"

2007-12-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Questions asked...

*Do you know when your friends are telling white lies?
*Do you know what were the feelings your friends were having through MSN?
*Do you know why friends aren't opening up?
*Do you know an excuse used often will brings up suspicions?
*Do you even think about those four questions?

Sometimes i wonder do i have a poisonous tongue? I tend to be harsh in my words if i'm not happy about something. But i really hope that i have friends who allows me to say whatever i want to and hear me out to the very end...finally correcting their mistakes...Of course in exchange i'll allow friends to talk bad abt me infront of me so i have the chance to change for the better!!! yeah that what i want!

2007-11-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

starting from this coming week, i won't be working from monday to thursday...This will only imply to 2 weeks starting from now...i'll still be working from friday to sunday...so come find me on this 3 days only...
I hate some of the promoters working at the men's shoes department...bunch of isolent fools...

2007-11-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

My job is so boring...there's no customers...work for 2 days and not sold a single shoe...i dun like any of the promoters there...in fact i'm disgusted by some...working from 1pm-9pm...every tuesday i'm NOT working...my feet hurts real bad...can anyone help me to find a method to ease the pain?...I'm working at the third level same as weisum...come to the men's shoes area and you can find me...around 4.30 i will not be there so come before that time...or after 5.30...

2007-11-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

Firstly of all... I wanna say thanks to xuefen..."xie xie ah"
Anyway a relative just passed away making me feel life can end so abruptly. It wasn't jus an admission to hospital and she's gone...She had been in and out of it. The children of hers should already know that she had cancer but they hid it from her...So till her death she didn't know what caused it...thinking that she could be better as days passed...***Everyone please DO NOT keep the health status of the patient to yourselves...if i'm dying soon when i still have the strength i will go places to do what i always wanted to do...live life to the fullest...can you even imagine lying on the bed thinking jus a short while and i could be better and finally died wif regret...Back to my relative...her bloody children whom are adults married with kids did not do an embalmment( preserving the body and wif make up) for her...they jus bought a fully covered up coffin...this kind of money saved is it worth it?...My sis and I was discussing and suddenly my mum informed us" Please do not do this to me ah...better tell me my health status hor." Thats all...

2007-11-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

At last, Tansiling had gotten her long wanted freedom from books. Her last paper falls on 13 Nov and she felt a sense of satisfaction. It seems she's in need of a job now that she's free but always keep in mind she would still prefers to roam around in her home...She's currently hoping for someone to either accompany her on job hunting or simply introduce her a splendid job...Thats all on Tansiling's boring days records...Do drop by another time...

2007-11-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

Man i realise i really hate watching brutal shows featuring humans being tortured, limbs were forcefully dismembered, as well as decapitation. All this methods are really gross as gallons of blood were often shown...SouthPark was an example of english cartoons...Elfen Lied was one for anime...whenever i saw blood gushing from scenes i'll feel that scary sense that it's gonna occur to me...Did you know in the past humans were tied with each limb to a horse and were dismembered into 5 pieces. This punishment occurs when assassins were caught before or after killing the Royals...Life can be miserable...

2007-10-31T21:26:00.000+08:00

Woo! I'm SO excited of showing my true potential into tomorrow's paper! Those who i receive your blessings, i shall dig out my heart and split equally for u guys! I'm aiming for the highest but it doesn't mean i'll get that same amount of disappointment even if i didn't get what i aim for...last year's disappointment fallen to a bottomless pit, but i held on giving myself a chance to climb...not sure i will just climb to a C6 or even higher...but one thing for sure i'm not gonna regret not studying...May the force be with me!

2007-10-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

English paper 1 was a disaster. Idioms vocabs none...even grammer wasn't able to do well...Didn't have any inspirations for the topics given...Manage to complete it in the nick of time...Paper 2 was so-so...finished it within 1 hour and can't wait for time's up. On thursday have to go alone...i'm scared that i can't find the room...i wanna attend Orchestra concert!!!

2007-10-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Exams approaching...worried most for 1 Nov. I'm nervous...

The First Promise...Story of the Zodiac

2007-10-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

CAUTION!!! LONG STORY AHEAD...
Once a long time ago, there was a man. For as long as he could remember, he had always been by himself.If he climbed down the mountain, he knew he would be able to be with people.But he chose to be by himself.Having the strength of a thousand men, having the lives of a thousand men.That man having thousand of memories, knew that he was different from others.He was afraid of this self that he knew was so different from the world.Then one day, a cat came. This was a sudden encounter with another being visiting him.The cat said "I've been following you. You've an unusual aura which draws me close to you.I realise I'm but a stray cat, but won't you let me stay by your side?"Since then, the cat never left the man's side and that made God happy.A thought came to him. Perhaps he can get along with them, if it was a being other than humans.then they can have a fun banquet.And so, God wrote out many invitations. In return, 12 animals arrived to see God.Following that, the thirteen animals and God had a banquet everynight under the moonlight.At the banquet for the first time, God laughed happily. Even the moon watched quietly over the beings who did not look like humans.However, after sometime, the cat collapsed.His life had come to an end and there was nothing they could do.Everyone of them cried. Everyone of them realised eventually everyone would die.No matter how fun it was, no matter how much you love them, the banquet will end.God cast a spell, asking everyone to take a sip of the holy water. "Let us make our friendship last for eternity." "Even when we die, let us be bound by our friendship for eternity.""No matter how many times we die, again in the same way, let us have another banquet.""Let Us Be In Eternal Bliss."After everyone took their sip of water, the cat began to gasp."God, i don't want eternity. I Do Not Want Eternal Bliss."Those words strike hard on God and the 12 animals. Thinking it was rejecting words,the 12 animals turn against him.Even so the cat said "God even though you're frightened, let us accept that all things end.""Even though it is sad, let us accept that life ends."If i were to die and be reborn again and to meet you again, instead of the moonlight,i want to see you smile in the sunlight. I want to see you laughing with people."And for the last time, the cat raised his tail and died peacefully.The 12 animals felt betrayed by the cat.After that, one by one they all died.And so God was lonely once more.Eventually, even the day came that God had to die too. However he was not afraid.Because he had his promise to everyone."We will have a banquet again, many times, unchanging, no matter how lonely i am right now.""On the other side of that promise, everyone is waiting for me."

A place to call home

2007-10-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a man.
There was a man who didn't know where he came from.
This man had longed to find his birthplace ever since he was a small child.
His birthplace. A place he only remembered in his dreams...
why? He wanted to know more about himself, maybe.
About his parents, the house where he was born.
One day, the man left the home of his adoptive father and went on a quest to find the answer.
His only clue was the blue light he saw in his dreams...
A blue light? Yeah. He thought it might be a memory of his birthplace.
An ocean maybe? Did he find it?
No, he never found it. How could he? His only clue was a colored light.
So he went back to the home of his adoptive father...
What do you think his father did when he came home?
Welcomed him home? No way!
The father raised his fist and beat the son he had worked so hard to raise.
Why? I don't know. But you know what surprised him even more?
The father smiled, after beating up his son!...
Can you believed that? He just gave his son a beating.
But this is what the man thought when he saw his father smile...
"This is my home. This is the place i call home."

2007-09-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

Interesting news today!!! Woke up in the morning as usual...decide to cook fries using potatos. The unusual thing is........................."I NEARLY CHOP OFF MY FINGER!!!" Blood drip all over...non-stop! Am i lucky or what my sis is at home...Went to a nearby clinic...NEARLY HAD STITCHES!!! but i insisted not to have...so doc wrapped my finger...THE PAIN WHEN THE CHOPPER GO RIGHT DOWN TO MY FINGER WOW!!! Can u ppl imagine!!! GOD!!!
My finger needed to rest now......bye~

2007-09-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina bay with girlfriends...was thinking if there were japanese bands or singers opening concerts in Singapore i will surely attend...i'm kinda into Jdramas...especially those with handsome and pretty actors...2 more months to POA exams...

2007-08-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

...My com suffers from virus...And i'm spreading it to all through MSN...Damn! I scared of going online now...haiz...

2007-08-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

O lvl eng oral will be coming up this friday...I don't think i'll be able to handle picture descriptions. Is there anyone that can help? Even if there is most will be too busy to care...
I'm starting to have a fear for POA...maybe it's because of the exams drawing nearer... Northland! i'm crawling to u...

2007-08-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

I've waited for 8 months for the comic to be complete...Finally on 9 Aug it's out...in Taiwan! Singapore is kinda slow in importing goods. I'm finally having my first POA test tmr. Do u know what this means...I have learn most of the topics! HURRAY!...

2007-08-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

A kidnapper kidnaps 3 best friends...They grew up together. Their bond is extremely tight. But afterall, they are only jus FRIENDS, with no blood relations. They were lock up in a cabin. No food or water were given to them. A deal was set. The door will be open for only 2 person, 1 must die...First girl..."A"...Second girl..."B"...Third girl..."C". Well, everyone was scared. "A "couldn't calm herself down. She lashes out at "B" and "C" for not thinking of a plan to escape..."B" was trying to calm down the situation as by quarrelling was what the kidnapper wants..."C" had a fever before being brought here so she sat on the floor...too weak to say anything..."1 MUST DIE!". "A" grab "B" and suggest killing off "C"..."B" agreed but never did she know they will be the one to carry out the plan...2 hammers were thrown in..."I CAN'T DO IT!"..."U HAVE TO! IF SHE'S NOT DEAD, WE WON'T BE FREED!" "BANG!".........Well during the argument..."C" grab the hammer and hit directly at "A"s head...causing the death of her best friend...So...they're only friends...they can't afford to die together.

2007-07-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

That Guohao so poor thing...letting his ears out for listening to this harsh criticisms...Humiliated infront of thousands of home viewers, and still have to keep the smile on...Stupid Judges...The second judge actually say that u needed to be GIFTED to sing...what bloody nonsense...Well somewhere in China there's a village that believe that as long as u can talk, U CAN SING!...Through his comments, he's hinting to Singapore's students that "If you are stupid, no matter how much hardwork u put in, it wouldn't pay off." The third one...telling the poor boy to pray to god because the idiotic judge thinks that it was the god that blesses him to continue in the competition...Well i think that 3rd judge should pray to the god...begging the god to let him have lesser winkles...old man still trying to be young...U SUCKS!

2007-07-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

Today's tuition sucks...well, she gave me questions on my weakest topic...and of course i don't know how to do...she seems irritated when i kept saying i can't understand...looks like it's my fault for being stupid...i miss my ex-tutor...at least we can joke abt and talk about some other things...my current one kept giving me questions one after another...My brain gonna explode soon...i have this feeling sometimes she thinks that i can't understand English......

2007-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Tokyo's Live Earth Concert was not bad...I actually get to see T.M Revolution!!! His vocals was the best for the entire concert...Well the others Sucks!...

2007-07-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

Snowy's new owner brought her to my house for a visit yesterday...Glad that she still remembers us...My mum kept saying that she's now living a better life...well her owner is staying at private estate...i hope they can bring her over more often...

2007-06-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

The boyboy of CSS was eliminated yesterday...Well was hoping that skinny boy to be out...the girl that keeps on crying from Chung cheng...i feel she's fake...it's either she or that expressionless girl out...that boyboy looks shock when he was chosen to be out...haha! He thinks he had lots of supporters...
Bought my MP3 the pink one...for $399...They gave me a box of useless stuff because i bought it during the promotion...A piece of cloth to suffocate myself, a strap to strangle myself and an ugly pouch to put my body in it...HAHA!

2007-06-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's Day!!! Gonna prepare a feast tonight...POA paper 2 will be taken on 1 Nov, still have 4+ months!

2007-06-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

Learned balance sheet today. Not bad understandable. Tutor quite friendly maybe because today's the first time...I didn't catch her name...hard to remember... I really wanna play the best game in 2006! Granado Espada... Snowy was sent away again...totally sucks!

2007-05-31T23:17:00.001+08:00

God! How can they create such an ending for the most handsome guy on earth?! It's not even that sweet when they had their marriage. First the marriage was cancelled as the actor was taken away, leaving the poor actress standing in the bloody heavy rain. Second time the bloody rain was even more heavier...no pretty clothes, audience were ppl trying to kill them and there's a whirlpool waiting to swallow the ships ...how great! In case until now ppl still dunno what i'm talking about...Pirates of the Caribbean is what i'm commenting this whole time.

I'll tell you what's not funny. Killing strippers. Strippers are people too. Naked people who may be willing to pleasure for a price u negotiate later...Besides there's no need to kill them...cause most of them are already dead inside...

2007-05-30T16:08:00.001+08:00

Oh at last...I've found my tutor...2 times per week, $240 per month...She's an Indian...i think this can help me improve my oral...starting this Sunday...By O levels P.O.A will be nothing to me!

2007-05-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

Calling someone fat doesn't makes you any skinnier...Calling someone stupid doesn't makes you any smarter...Calling someone ugly doesn't makes you any prettier...Conclusion..teasing someone won't makes you any happier...

2007-05-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

I love the days of being at home...I may be different from others, most ppl will feel bored and lonely as for me, it couldn't be better. The days of staying at home without studies, playing computer everyday...Now to think about it...i don't feel like continuing my studies le...I haven't find a tutor yet...haiz...Finally i bought my The Sims 2 Seasons...haha...

2007-05-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

I'm sad...She is really gone...How many times do i have to feel this way because of my dad's reckless actions...For a moment i wanted to scold him for being naive and stupid...His behaviours are really annoying me...But it's over...Oh ya, i heard her voice still in the afternoon...Afterall she moved only a block away right beside mine...I'll miss her...

2007-05-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

I’ve fully recovered! Now that my appetite is back with me, I think I could eat a whole cow! Jus kidding besides I can’t afford one…So no worries my friends. I’ll be catching Spiderman 3 soon….Oh and Shrek The Third will be showing on May 31st…Remember it friends!

2007-05-04T10:38:00.000+08:00

Think i've gotten Food poisoning...Vomit all day long...Sickening...My favourite food jus came out of my mouth...such a waste...I have to postpone my date of watching Spiderman 3...

2007-04-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

THE PARENTS OF THE MONSTER WITHOUT A NAME

The man, eldest son of a family that remained following World War II.
A graduate of the military officer academy.
Elite groomed to bear the future of the government.
His name…his name doesn’t matter.
The woman, only daughter of a school teacher.
A beautiful woman with blonde hair and blue eyes.
Attended University and major in genetic engineering.
A talented student, believed to have a promising future.
Her name…her name is not important.
They met each other at a café…It did not take long for them to fall in love.
Eventually, the woman became pregnant.
And then, the man confessed that it was a mission.
Race, intelligence, skeletal structure, motor skills.
An experiment conducted to produce children from several carefully selected couples.
They were but one example in that experiment.
He told her he’d executed his mission according to the plans, but no longer intends to follow them.
And then, he said “Let’s run!” The two ran away.
The man declared he would not follow the scenario laid out for him, but even that had been built into the scenario.
They were separated…. The woman was isolated in an unfamiliar room. Nurses, doctors she kept asking them to let her see him. “He’s been reassigned to a new mission”…That was the reply…She knew it was unlikely he was still alive.
The children in her womb were growing steadily. They were twins.
She was beginning to notice that this man, who visited her often. This man, who would sketch pictures of her. This man was the leader of this experiment.
“I won’t forgive you. I will never forgive you. Even if I die, these children growing inside of me will have my revenge.”
She reached the last month of her pregnancy and her due date grew closer. And when she was placed in a room to wait for the contractions, she made her move.
It was less than a meter wide; she escaped through the ventilation shaft, pregnant and intense pain from the contractions.
However, she was discovered, collapsed on the road, less than a hundred meters away from the gate. Her water had already broken.
“How beautiful. What beautiful children. So these are the children who will carry on the future of humanity. They’re wonderful.”
“I’ve decided on the names for my babies.”
“You needn’t think about such unnecessary things.”
“Their names! The names for my babies…for them!”
“It’s fine. They have no need for names....”

2007-04-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

"Vas and Pris you are going home...but as CHAMPIONS!!!" Wow a caucasian won Singapore's Dance Floor. I missed Benji's dance...Oh ya Hady was there too...but what for since he only knows how to sing!...Vas and pris are dating btw...SWEEEET!!!

2007-04-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

A MONSTER WITHOUT A NAME...

Once upon a time, there lived a monster without a name.
The monster wanted a name so badly that he couldn’t stand it.
So the monster decided to go off on a journey to find himself a name.
But because the world was so big, the monster split into two and went on two separate journeys.
One went east and the other went west.
The one that went east found a village.
There was a blacksmith at the village entrance.
The Monster requested “Mr. Blacksmith, please give me your name.”
The Blacksmith reply ”I can’t give you my name”
So the Monster say” If you give me your name, I will jump inside you and make u stronger in return.”
The Blacksmith gets excited and reply “Really? I’ll give you my name if you can make me stronger.”
The Monster jumped inside the blacksmith. The Monster became Otto the blacksmith.
Otto the blacksmith was the strongest man in the village.
But one day, “Look at me! Look at me! The Monster inside me has grown this big!”
Chomp, munch, crunch, gulp….The hungry monster ate Otto from the inside out.
He went back to being a monster without a name.
Even though he jumped inside Hans the Shoemaker,
Chomp, munch, crunch, gulp….He went back to being a monster without a name again.
Even though he jumped inside Thomas the hunter,
Chomp, munch, crunch, gulp….He still went back to being a monster without a name.
The Monster went to the castle to find a wonderful name.
Inside the castle, there was a very sick boy…. “I’ll make u stronger if you give me your name.”
The boy reply” I’ll give u my name if you can cure my illness and make me stronger.”
The monster jumped into the boy. The boy became very healthy. The King was delighted.
“The prince is well! The prince is well!”…The monster became fond of the boy’s name.
He also grew fond of his life inside the castle.
That’s why he endured even when he became hungry.
Everyday, even when his stomach became very empty, he endured.
But because he became so hungry,
“Look at me! Look at me! The Monster inside me has grown this big!”
The boy ate his father, his servants and everyone.
Chomp, munch, crunch, gulp….Because everyone was gone, the boy left on a journey.
He walked and walked for days….One day, the boy met the monster that went west.
“I have a name. It’s a wonderful name.”
And then the monster that went west said” I don’t need a name. I’m happy even if I don’t have a name. Because we’re monsters without names.”
The boy ate the monster that went west.
Even though now he had a name, there was no one left to call him by his name.
Johan. It’s a wonderful name.

2007-04-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

I wanna collect Vampire knight's Manga...Yuuki and Kaname!!!...

2007-04-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

It's alot easier to place the blame on yourself than someone else. If you blame someone else, you'll just get stubborn and say you'll never forgive them. But when you blame yourself, you can shug it off since there's nothing you can do about it. And you won't get angry that way, either. It's easier.

2007-04-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

It was unsuccessful...

2007-04-04T14:49:00.001+08:00

YAY!!! Chalet coming!!! Seriously, i never knew my mum would be that generous...haha she ordered pizza for us on that day...My brother said some irritating words like" why u have to pay for her? They wanna organise let them pay mah" Then my mum said "nevermind lah...but i still dun understand why they organise...celebrate she CAN'T get into poly?" Ahhh!!! Always insult me......I love "Bokura Ga Ita" !!!

2007-03-26T12:55:00.000+08:00

Been waiting for my appeal. I must thank all those who comforted me by giving me false hopes, really even though i knew the outcome but when u guys say wun lah surely can go in de...i felt extremely happy...Since i had a backup plan i won't be as disappointed as those times before...I want a IPOD! I want so many things......Happy birthday sn!

2007-03-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so depressed wif schooling and yet family problems makes me real pissed off...My body is kinda overheated nowadays...(jus dun piss me off)....

2007-03-03T10:22:00.001+08:00

Nowadays kept slacking at home...i think i spend 12 hours sleeping and 8 hours playing com...It's way over the limit...Father has been complaining cos i kept using the com...Felt like looking for a job...1 week that requires to work 2-3 days then i can continue studying...But i jus dun like working lah...

2007-02-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

Well today's my BD...anyway i calculated all my angpaos from yesterday and it was a total of $344...it exceed 300 because of my BD and my mum had no choice but to give me double the amount...haha~ i'm blessed to have my BD on CNY!...Thanks to those hu had wished me...

2007-02-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

Results: L1R4: 28, L1R5: 37........What bloody results are this!! That stupid envelope stated some ridiculous courses that i can get in...one of those are Biotech! This course is only for smart ppl lor, u get 18 and above they WILL NOT accept u...what rubbish...another thing...it stated that i can get in biotech AND CANNOT get in Information technology...IT is so much easier to get in...it seems with a result like this i get get in most of the courses...RIDICULOUS!

2007-02-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

I really hate ppl who scored well yet pretends to have the same grief as those hu did not do well...i mean what in the hell do they have to be sad for?...what triggers me to write this post was my sis...i was like searching( again) for the courses and she told me not to as friday would be the results day. She added that express students will NOT go ITE...Those freaking SMART ppl will never understand how me this kind of ppl feels...each time browsing through i only look at the 26!!! cut off point courses...i dun even imagine that i would be able to get in any of those which have a COF of less than 20...WTH!!!

2007-02-07T09:34:00.000+08:00

9 FEB 9 FEB 9 FEB!!! That would be the release date of the O levels results...it is publish in the MOE website...Dammit so soon...

2007-02-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

Bought a handbag for new year...branded one of course haha...cost $60...so fed up becos of this bag but i shall not mention the long story, too lazy to type...today kind of unlucky...xp can't get her bag...dinner place hard to find...but everything's fine...oh ya..i really like this blog picture...i design it myself...

2007-02-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Finally...i'm back to business wif anime! 2007 wif brand new anime...well i spotted one..."Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora" well the story is abt Absolute Angels a kind of human looking machines that are really undefeatable...The fifth one would be the main character...shall not say much...anyone hu likes it can simply type in the title in youtube.com...it's full of love romance and a little NC 16...BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY!!!

2007-01-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

The day is approaching...everyone should know wat i'm referring to...I'm scared, really afraid of getting my results. Most ppl are scared as they have high expectations of themselves, as for me...if i'm able to get into poly, i might already be giggling to myself. If we have a steamboat on that day, everyone will be discussing whether which school or courses they're interested...maybe i'll be the only one enjoying the food cos there's nth else that could have me put on a smile...
3 choices if won't able to get into normal poly,
*Test my luck and apply for Republic poly
*Accept fate and proceed to ITE
*Study hard and prepare for the next 'O' levels

I hope that my friends could at least give me suggestions though i know the decision lies in me...

2007-01-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

well...i've completed the only game i have...POKEMON!... Now i'm gonna rot to death even more since there's nth to do...I'm feeling much better abt friendship problems now...thanks sn..^_^
Gonna my cheque the money didn't appear in my bank...i think the transaction not yet finish...
i'm going to rehighlight my hair to a brighter red...since chinese new year so it's ok...
Things to get and do,
highlight hair again...
treat my mum and friends...
get a fourth earhole...
get a handbag
sling bag( so long still never receive!!! )
return all my debts!!!...hahaha!!!

2007-01-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED!!! My routine has been the same since i left my work...Dammit, dunno when then can get my pay...plus i think i'm starting to develop cough when i already had cold...Brand new year, brand new show...Gundam seed has it's own movie coming out this year! so looking forward to it!!!...

2007-01-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

FEB 19...the second day of chinese new year and also my birthday, pls do not forget...Friends, please keep ur hong bao money for my birthday present!!! hahaha...Things i wan...
*Nike Sling Bag
*Visco Elastic Pillow
*New sports shoes

2007-01-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last day of work...quite relax lor...most of the sales is i do one lor...sian...
Oh well...on the graduation ppl were like crying and i'm thinking why do they need to do that?...But now i know the answer...Haha i feel kinda naive to think that friends can meet out all the time!!! thats all...

2007-01-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

KingKoil sales wasn't good this few days...oh ya i have commission^_^...Friven sucks!!! Hate Friven!!! what a lousy brand still wanna compare wif Kingkoil....2 more days to my freedom...haiz even if i'm free everyone will still be working...gonna work......

2007-01-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today i only sold 2 pillows...worse sales ever...but at least the pillows i sold are $50+ each...Feel like buying one for myself too...Next up! my birthday! presents! many of it!

2006-12-28T07:53:00.000+08:00

Today will be the second day of work...yesterday was tough for my legs, i wanted to sit so badly but there jus dun seem to appear a chair...that stupid stall infront of us keep snatching customers away...Singaporeans tend to buy cheap stuff but neglect its quality...Wonder how long does it takes for my legs to no longer feel tired and stress out......

2006-12-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

All presents given out...except for one...nydia when u free to collect urs??... I'm so damn bored at home, mapling sucks, television program sucks, all computer games sucks, sleeping all day long sucks...Have to wait till Jan 11...hehehe gonna collect money from my dad...

2006-12-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

Friends i have bought presents for u guys...4 presents...^_^ 1 had been given...

2006-12-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

3 more days till christams...i WONDER what kind of PRESENTS my FRIENDS! would get for me. LOL~ I'm the poorest of them all now so they should give me rather than i give them:D One got GOOD PROGRESS AWARD, another has SCHOLARSHIP AWARD...damn rich now...Xp: remember u gonna treat me swensens...

2006-12-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

COMPLAINS COMPLAINS!!!
Went to a barber to have my highlights done...i ask for 3 colours at first, then change to 2, then change to 1...pathetic. They tell me to dye whole hair then highlight one colour like that better. My base colour like black lor!!! Highlight red...overall not veri visible...They say they use veri good de red and charge me $100 for only the highlight and dye!!! i trim alittle so all together $108.T_T
Then comes the worst part...while washing off those extra dye on my hair, they did something terrible...wash hair then wash hair lah, why must they try to detach my skin from my fresh???!!!...Her fingernails are so damn long and sharp, scratching me like a cat.T_T
Poor me......but i like the outcome lah^_^

2006-12-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Went CWP to get my wallet yesterday...WHAHAHA it cost $89.00 but got discount 10%...$80.90. I paid $30 others my mum pay...Maybe Friday gonna do highlights......

2006-12-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

Changed the things that are suppose to change as usual...I have been wanting to use black and white words...wonderful...I luv this song...
Had been thinking abt O levels...My sis was like struggling wif her exams and she will ask me" U not worry about ur O levels meh?" Why i haven't been thinking about it was becos my friends told me not to...Nowadays have dreams of passing the exam but old saying says that reality and dreams are opposite!!!
I'm out of work now...but my dad has been giving me money to spend^_^
Things i wish to get: Nike bag( if i get into poly )
Wallet ( trying to get my mum to pay half )***
The "bear bear" dog that can bark one ( as a christmas gift from friends:P)
Highlights for my hair ( if my mum wanna sponsor )***

2006-12-08T08:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the fourth day of work and the last day too...i earn $155 only...my first pay so little lor...yesterday was quite relax lah, i'm suppose to "tick, stamp, write date" on every pieces of paper( which is more than 1000 pieces ) The sales admin manager is wonderful person...she treat me lunch yesterday:D hehe i gonna take a long break before looking for another job...
THE SIMS 2 EXPANSION PACK...i'm gonna come after u!!!

2006-12-06T06:14:00.000+08:00

Today is the third day of working...currently i understand the job of being an admin staff but it's still veri tiring...woke up at 5.30, went out at 6.30...i was always extremely early...i scared i miss the bus sia...Bought shoes at $50 when i only earn $40+ a day...the staff that has been helping is leaving...die man......

2006-12-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

today's my first day in that office job...all u have to do is to sit there and click here click there...but u will get tired as the orders won't stop coming in...so sian lor everytime u finally finish one piece, u turn around, 4 more pieces will be waiting for u...to do finish one piece will need around 30-45 mins...felt like quitting lor...There're so many questions i need to ask but somehow i dun think i should do it...i scared they get irritated...there's one woman hu kept helping me she so kind lor...kind until she took all my work and i'm left wif NOTHING...Then suddenly the manager appeared...she tell me go sort out papers and the amount is like one BIG cardboard BOX!!! i didn't get to finish my work...but manager let me off^^ my eyes ahhh!!!

2006-12-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

KingKoil the same company that refused to employ me the other time had decided to put me in the office...i had this feeling that it wouldn't last, at most a week or so, or worse decide not to hire me at all...What's wrong wif society nowadays, neglecting 16 yrs old..."God is unfair" a phrase thats very common to everyone, some ppl tends to easily get hold of a job while some other ppl spend every min of their life looking for one and didn't have it...wat the hell...i can enjoy life at home but seeing my friends wanting a job so much makes me feel rather..extraordinary...The world is changing and i didn't like that way it changes...

2006-11-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Slacking everyday, mapling all day long. I've search all over for jobs for none seems to be interested in employing me. That stupid Kingkoil dun wan hire me becos i dun have any job experiences. Why i didn't have is becos employers like her jus refused to give students like us a chance...Please whichever god it is, grant me a job...
I'm a lvl 60 Fighter, aiming to be a lvl 70 Crusader......

2006-11-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

Charm has ended...No more new seasons or whatsoever. Quite saddening as it's the first English series that brought me to watching others but it has ended in a perfect way unlike Buffy. "Everything happens for a reason" i catched this phrase while watching haha^_^...No income stay at home lor......

2006-11-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Speaking abt Jobs...well i didn't wan one but it's kinda unfair...wth mustn't think abt it...i think i will be the only one left WITHOUT a job...Let me slack at home......

2006-11-21T14:25:00.000+08:00

O level had ended...I thought i could spent the rest of my holidays enjoying myself, relaxing...But in fact i have been busying myself by looking for jobs. Seriously i would rather not having a job but staying at home sleeping all day long. However since friends all went out to look for one i might as well join them. Finding job isn't easy!!! AHHH!!!

2006-11-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Tmr will be the last paper!!! Have been waiting for this day but some ppl surely did a great job in spoiling my day...Have to look for a job soon need more money to spend...Oh ya Gundam Seed The Movie will come out next year, it will feature Kira Athrun Cagalli and Lacus!!! wow i really hope an ending that will satisfy every of the Athrun-Cagalli fans...YAY!!!!!!

2006-11-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

Finally rumours had it said that a next series to Gundam Seed will be coming out...Name will be Gundam Seed Break...Director Fukuda will be replaced by an unknown...it is a continuation of GSD...1 year later...it is also a C.E series...seems that the main character's name is "Shaw". Hope it's true but afterall it's just a rumour...

2006-11-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Principles of Accounts was a real disaster...i really hate this subject...Before i went in, Mr joseph tell me to try my best and i jus smile back...i hate to disappoint him but... Then after that went to visit ws they all at RC...So boring! Everyone were playing wif those liquid bubbles...i jus slept on the table...
Genting trip is cancelled...then comes chalet, wonder if it will be cancelled as wellT_T...Fushigi Yuugi is a wonderful anime!!! i luv it!!!

2006-11-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

I've divorced in maple...hehe gonna look for another pillar to support on...

2006-11-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

I feel damn bored without exams...Ahh i think i'm becoming mad!!!...Everytime i think abt POA..."sian" will comes to my mind...I have a feeling i'll not gonna pass this exam. Oh ya i need GAMES lots of it...stupid KPR took my The Sims...took my comics...Anger is filling my head!!! Faster return lah!!!